i can't decide whether i want you to leave anot.

i can't believe i still like you even now, i still want to see you.

but you know it's impossible too. take care after you get back, and i really really hope that the

reason you returning isn't because i've hurt you so. sorry.. it will be too much to ask if i ask you to

hate me, it'll be a waste of your energy.. probably not ever seeing you again, but i definitely won't

forget you. i'm so sorry...


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came to my senses...

if i don't forget you fast, i'm the only one who's gonna get hurt...

but then again, if only things were so easy?

it's only been two days and all this missing is driving me crazy...

i can't even think straight in lectures anymore...

sometimes i wish i had a satellite, so i could see you with the stupid GPRS system...

make me just feel a little closer to you...

even if it's just an inch...


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The courses of true love never did run smooth
- William Shakespear


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my blog is really dead.. and it's been such a long time since i blogged..

really f-ed up these days so i decided to blog.
it takes much lesser time than writing my diary by hand.. so i'm just ranting here anyway.. don't mind me if you happen to pass by, which i think nobody would by now.. even if you see all these things, please don't tell me man..

seriously, it's so frustrating.. i don't really think i've done much during the past three days but so much has happened. we just got closer by a little and i was starting to feel maybe getting back together was a good thing after all, but one fine day the sky just has to drop down on my like some irritating bird shit, and poofff everything's gone again.. life sucks for me, i'm sure for some others it does even more, and maybe i shouldn't complain.. but hey.. i've been yelled at from 1am to 5am that day, had to go to school and ran 15 rounds plus PT for PE that day, came back looking like shit and getting questioned by my mum, then getting questioned by my dad, having to sort things out through ziqing, and getting ranted and suspected again AND FINALLY getting slapped by my mum for scolding vulgarities(i thought i lost MY PHONE okay???) what's wrong with the world?? seriously?? sometimes it sucks so much i just don't know who to get my revenge on anymore.. but hey look on the bright side. nth can get worse.. right???now i'm stuck with my gp essay.. cause i chose to and that i have nth to stuff my mind with.. i've been really out of sorts recently... doing things like forgetting where i leave my phone.. which i never do.. i don't even let anyone touch my phone at times... it's like i get a scolding or a big fckin stare every few minutes! when is my life going to turn for the better anyway??? i'm not even talking to him anymore.. i really want to.. but it's really impossible.. i have to stop thinking about him if not things like this will never end.. my bad days are going to freaking continue.. sad to say.. till now i still doubt he was really serious about us.. i really hope he was.. but i don't want him to wait too long.. hurts to wait, and for me, i was never a patient person... he says i'm running away from our problem and yeah.. i am in a way.. but what am i supposed to do??? make everyone in the world commit suicide and i'm supposed to live happily after that? it's selfish but yeah.. this can't go on anymore... no way we could have last either way.. should have never met you... my life just screwed up big time...


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very long time since i blogged..

this time i'm blogging to make myself feel more guilty about not mugging and being here.. hahas..
just kidding.. i'm blogging because I finally found a female singer that i worship! before this there was really like none or maybe once or two that made me inspired a teeny little bit.. but yup.. i love this singer.. or rather band or group of two.. she's the conventional kind of singer but i usually like this kind of singers from the start so yeah.. i've been talking about her a lot recently too haha. so if you might have heard, the name is Asriel.. this group is kind of Jpop but it's really the rock kind but this girl's voice is so miraculous.. it's the first time i ever heard a girl's song that make me want to cry that much.. (probably because i'm mostly in love with male singers.. HAHA).. but yeah.. she's really amazing.. singing such AHHH notes so freely and accurately i guess.. and she composes goddamn freaking nice songs, it's kinda like something even if you don't understand most of the lyrics by listening you still fall in love with her voice and just the tune of the song makes you want to cry.. though she's more the lyrics writer, i love the lyrics just as much.. so go hear her amazing voice out.. kudos to my inspirational singer! <3


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Friday

wth omg!! i just can't believe i saw Jang Geun Suk. omg!! he looks so gorgeous up close and he's really really as beautiful as a woman larh! omg! such beauty and charm i can faint larh. a pity i didnt take very nice videos but at least i saw him and and yeah it's my first ever time star-chasing too! OMG HE'S SUCH A HOTTIE LARH GODDAMN IT!! I LOVE MY JANG GEUN SUK!!! AND AND JUST SAW ON XINMSN NEWS HE DOESN'T MIND A SG GIRLFRIEND!! WOOTIES READ MORE AT http://entertainment.xin.msn.com/en/celebrity/buzz/asia/article.aspx?cp-documentid=4050329


[Speaking at a press conference on Friday, when reporters asked Jang on the possibility of having a Singaporean girlfriend, the open-minded one believed that "nationality is not important" saying "there are no boundaries in terms of love".]


Saturday

went to study with Liting hahas. it was seriously quite productive larh. i kinda did chem and bio hahas. it's significantly better than staying at home. hahas so we studied at macs and listen song larh so the song "Two is Better Than One" was playing. HAHA. damn lame larh but it was kind of salah cause somewhere in the middle it's like "it's true... that i can't (*(^&*$^ without you..." hahas. cause i think it jump the beat. hahas. anyway. i'l addicted to some kind of 20 cents per game machine!! and apparently we promised to take $10 off our pay in the future to play that for a whole day!! 老地方见！


Sunday

omg like totally freaky!! i talked to a stranger today!! HAHA! sounds like something i would do indeed but haha. apparently it's kind of crappy. i was buying waffle at Prima Deli, then the girl beside me, her phone rang! and it's from an anime that i like a lot a lot "Vampire Knight" and you know larh. when people are talking about anime i love i go crazy already and you know what's the most OMG thing?? i have the same ringtone then i was like totally OMG-ED already! i wanted to say "hey, do you watch vampire knight too? omg.." but er.. i'm the kind of want ask then wait awhile miss the chance kind of ppl aft like 2 mins. ziqing came over.. i told her about it.. she say "ask larh, ask larh" so i just asked.. the person looked behind larh. but fortunately she did watch the anime and i never hear wrongly!! haha. should have asked her whether she like Kaname or Zero!! HAHA. another addition to our study grp, a very err enthu guy?? he knows gladys and yeah that's about all ..i'm gonna try mugging again

Jang-LYN


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5am
and apparently i'm still not sleeping..
had a really bad nightmare yesterday.
i'm probably thinking way too much..
i feel so crazy larh..
using computer for a whole night and i can't find myself falling asleep..
still have to study later on in the afternoon..
god.. please let me get some sleep later..


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LIZARDS



was bathing when I turned around suddenly saw a lizard

unfortunately unlike most people, i happen to like lizards..

so i just went over and took a closer look at it

the lizard just stopped there with it's tail looking slightly redder than its whole body.

i just thought it probably just had it's tail dropped off

kinda said hi to it larh. HAHA, wierd but amazingly i was like,

"Don't cry ok?" and the lizard moved its face away!

wow, maybe lizards understand human language..


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no more tears!

ahaha. sounds so johnson baby milk bath!

feeling great already, probably thought no point harping on it
and my in-born characteristics won't allow me to brood over such stuff
so yup getting on with life and not gonna dig cow edge pointed! lol niu jiao jian**
happy that there were people visiting my house today!
it was damn great fun, though clean up was a torture! ahaha. kudos to sherlyn's house!


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CHIONG CHIONG CHIONG!!

I MUST GET BACK INTO STUDY MOOD~
TOTALLY LIKE SLACKER NOW, ATTITUDE NOT THERE ALSO.
MUST BUCK UP LARH, EVEN JERRALD ALSO STARTING TO JIAYOU!
AHAHA. I AM SO MOTIVATED K? KUDOS TO MUGGERS!!


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COLD WAR

apparently, this one's with my mum

totally having war with my mum now cause i was on strike for doing work for my dad..
still, i think i'm right lorh.. what's wrong with disagreeing to spent like 2 thirds of my after school time to help my dad and totally leave none for doing homework.. seriously.. she still say what "SOMETIMES go help your dad also cannot meh? to think he care for you so much.." please larh. what is sometimes.. she dunno what i can do with all that time larh WTF. in the whole family, my bro and my mum also never help anything larh.. totally crap. never do still dare say so much.. k larh. exclude the part about my bro (he is neutral =.=) and so.. due to this, she said i'm like not allowed to do anything except study from that day on.

and also, my phone, new year clothes and shoes and also i have no idea how to find my source of income to top up my bus card =.= but she did say something like "since you want it this way, you might as well go find a part-time job like ziqing and earn your own money.." i am so considering that i tell you, cause i bet she's thinking i'll crawl back to her if i don't have money..

Don't care.. i must win this. Can't lose!


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Haha. The best thing about Dad. He makes the computer CPU connect to the Tv without much effort. xD yesterday I spent the whole night to dawn watching jang geun suk on big screen. Pleases me so much I squeal in delight everytime his big gorgeous face is on the TV. Yes I know.. I have school today but oh well Jang is worth it C: shows how much I adore him doesn’t it. LOL crazy obsession!

Hahas. Currently listening to F.T Island.. sorry larh liting I don’t mean to like you beloved Hongki but seriously.. his style and lots of other stuff is very alike to Takanori.. hehe. You know I cannot resist voices like that right?? It’s totally powerful and makes a lot of impact every single time I listen. So ps larh. But don’t worry I’m just a fan of their music. In other areas, Jang Geun Suk will always rock more in my eyes. xD


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WOOTS!

A1 for express chinese XD

finally something happy!

My Jang Geun Suk 2010 calendar has finally arrived.
so glad i didn't wait long.
i shall be worshipping his calendar everyday -.- ok.. sounds crazy
but nvm. i shall use the calendar to motivate myself to study for o' levels C:
chiong arh~~

HAPPY HAPPY!!!!


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUIZHEN HONEY AND MY BELOVED LIXIN!!
ALSO TO BERNARD OF CHOIR! C:

hahas. hope you people enjoy today thoroughly k? love ya~

CCA EXTRAVAGANZA

haha. it was fun larh. though i reached school very late and i totally missed the uniformed groups drill which i looked forward to so much.. T.T but it's ok larh.. next year i'll come again just for that. xD crazy.. this year still so long talk about after o's. argh sians. saw this friend of mine which i met at one of those holiday courses i attend. haha. when i recognize him i was like "EH YOU!! (across the corridor)er.. you you you you.." yes it was damn stupid. i walked one whole round around the 4th level and came back to that spot again after i recalled his name. idiotic but it was funny, he got into NUS larh, which is good larh. hahas. this year should be no time to attend those courses already. i'm so gonna miss Great. even now.. hahas. i'm an idiot. blah~

argh sian
lots of homework over weekend. i'm intending to pia everything out by tmr. sad case. must chiong harder already. i keep getting the feeling i'm lagging behind when i look at people like kienping =.= and the guai peoples.. i wish i don't get the urge to on the computer every minute i spent at home.. i think i should go to the library to study instead.. that's all i'm just crapping here cause i finally got the chance to on the computer. going to jang around again *smiling brightly*


장-lyn


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freaking
dunno what's wrong with me recently..
keep getting down with flu
so fck larh. running nose like mad
i finally know why it's called running nose..
today's like the worse running nose i've had
people sneeze one or two dots of mucus
when i sneezed just now, it was just like an outburst of waterfall or fountains..
seriously larh, i don't mean to be disgusting but yes, i sneeze water out from my nose man..
just imagine crying nonstop, but from your nose.. yes, that's how eww it is..
but you know, i always recover after a good sleep C:
well, i have to stay with this stupid sensitive nose for life anyways.
so you'd probably see lots of such posts in the future xD

anyways, jang jang time again. today zhiqi smsed me say 963 fm have jang geun suk's song, i turned it on and "What Should I Do" was playing. i was totally awesomely happy! singapore you know. so wow like suddenly feel so connected to korea C: shall use this drive to study hard for tmr's test xD anyway, i think the korean airtime for 96.3 XFM is from 7 to 10 on weekdays, either that or only thursday..

excited~ tmr going to celebrate huizhen's birthday! hahaha. hope she likes my present! ~

jangLYN


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hahas.
wow
long time never post..
school just started again
quite exciting larh
all of a sudden, i'm feeling like pia-ing for studies
HAHA. i probably caught kienping's disease.
but yeah.
my current seat is good for concentration
though i have the tendency to fall asleep T.T
now, i just want to aim high and score well for o's.
in a few weeks, chinese results will be out.
sian. if i don't get ideal marks, my mum would force me to retake again.
have to undergo the same trauma from oral! oh no..
hahas. nvm. relax for now, i'm gonna watch some geun suk stuff!
AND LASTLY HAPPY BIRTHDAY JERRALD!
ALSO TO JOSEPH GO, HAPPY BIRTHDAY! C:


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woohoo. back to post again.
ps larh. i also know recently the post damn sian for u people C:
but oh well, another one about jang geun suk!!
read on a website that he actually was offered to play goo jun pyo is Boy's Over Flowers
HAHA. wth. if he had taken i would have gotten to see him in pineapple bread hairstyle
but oh well. beethoven virus was cool! hahas.

read more at http://www.grooveasia.com/news/7812/Jang-Geun-Seok-turned-down-the-Go-Jun-Pyo-role

sians. was down with flu since christmas now is cough.
T.T i can't even talk properly
i think tmr go choir also cannot sing larh.
haven't completed holiday homework also
i even forgot there was history
gonna be roasted by ms sati already..
haish


ohoh, anyways. since i'm here. Wishing Loh Ming Yuan a very very happy 15th birthday! HEHE
ps. cause i dunno what to buy for you also.. o.O


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OMG
i can't freaking believe it
although i'm not the one who saw it
can u imagine out of nowhere seeing jay chou playing basketball machine at an arcade??
it's like something out of a fantasy novel
but f! agnes actually saw it at harbour front!!
like he's playing with 6 to 7 body guards around
like so f-ing cool!

ARGH
so lucky can
i wish i was the one!
haha if only it was jang geun suk!! AHHHHHHHHHHHH


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HAPPY!

woots!
the Jang Geun Suk Calendar that i waited for so long is finally up for preorder!!
now i'm so freaking happy that i can't sleep i tell you!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
but even if preorder now,
only can get by late Jan or early Feb.
Chinese New Year??!
haha. nvm, i can wait forever for that
C:


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HAHA!

freaking funny! (at least to me..)
was on youtube watching some videos larh
then there was this tribute video to jang geun suk.
on the comments' page there was this user who said:
"im a dude and by looking at this vid makes me question my gender.. he's fcking handsome shit"
haha. wondering if people can truly say that larh.
maybe a fan just made it up but nvm.
anyways! i think JGS is most handsome with his hair in "You're Beautiful" and "Do Re Mi Fa So.. Do"

hehe

안녕히 주무세요 everybody! C:


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wooties.
going kbox tmr with mum and godsis they all.
hehe. believe it or not? it's only my 2nd time there.
sua ku a bit right? xD
but nvm, hope i enjoy tmr since i'm like so bored staying at home all day recently C:


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HEHE. falling head over heels for 장근석 (Jang Geun Suk) after watching the just complete series of korean drama "原来是美男啊" hehe! from today on, my lifetime goal would be to meet 장근석 (Jang Geun Suk) in person! and i think i can do it C:

장근석!!



just look at his freaking hot face <3 <3

image from: google.com C:


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11am in the morning

i'm telling you i have severe-miss-camp syndrome.
AND let me tell you I've never missed any camp even once
argh, i'm just at youtube listening to the songs they played at camp
and i'm thinking of making a playlist to commemerate camp
i miss intructor ken, peter and even ernest
EVEN the resources, the stage, the chairs
AND of course the people. Awww
it's a real sad feeling.. no wonder people who love their camps can't get over it for a while.

Missing everyone.


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Last Day of Super-Teen Motivation Camp

today the instructor demostrated a lot of amazing stuff.
stuff that i think i would never forget for my whole life i guess..
the most amazing amazing thing was the demo of turning a person into a steel rod
this courageous guy apparrently volunteered for it larh.
so the teacher told him to imagine himself becoming stronger and stronger like a steel rod
they actually lifted him up to the chair and his whole body was straight and he just balanced like a STEEL ROD!
the greatest was that some guy 70++ kg sat on his abdomen and balanced right there.
it was so cool. like something u would see in tv shows.
i would never ever forget that scene
and i absolutely don't regret going there.
it was unbelievable although the lesson is to tell u to believe u can.
oh haha the guy who demo-ed was cute. just that he's younger xD

this whole enrichment thing let me see a total different side of Great.
so vibrant and exciting??
haha. i'm so gonna miss him larh!
though i think i would definitely have the chance to meet him again
but who knows next year o's he may not have time to participate in this stuff anymore
nvm. the camp taught me i must believe to achieve! i think i really learned a lot from this camp.
makes me feel really really happy. I believe, I believe, I believe.

I Will Definitely See GREAT Again C:


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2nd day at Super-Teens Motivation Camp

today was fun.
really really much better than first day?
haha. erm kind of larh except for the last part. LOL
what the trainers taught were really useful and interesting.
it's like really kind of spooky cause i learnt like really
"sometimes what you don't say is what you get"
erm. other than that part, we had to erm get together in groups to do a summary
of the study stuff you need next year?
erm.. apparently my bro's group got geog
and you know i'm totally a non-geog person (haha. i hate it?)
so i asked Great to help my bro with it hehe..
that was the first time i talked to him since June?
happy~ haha. he was listening to earphones so yeah. funny.
he barely responded then.
but after that he suddenly got excited about this guy
whom he said er smiles like David Archuleta? cute larh.
dunno why he laugh damn loud?! and he just tap my shoulder
and "eh eh, you know who David Archuleta? he smile like him right??"
and yes. the guy think he act shy bah? smile like real bright then he asked Great
"you want my autograph?" HAHA. so cool. the scene was funny.
then my bro had to present. then just kinda small talk with Great say like what he got good disciple and all?? haha. just crapped.
then during the bloody teabreak..
apparently i don't know what weird syndrome my bro has.
he likes to whack me and torture me and apparently he OVER-REACTS.
he thinks that i like every single guy i talk to??
he was like "you like him right??" wtf. then he go threaten me.
and yes, messy and everything the whole group of us sitting near and my bro(of course..) ended up in some talk about me liking Great and Great being gay??
so ps larh! just when i thought i finally managed to forget about June holiday's stuff but yes.
IT'S SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING!! &&*$%*$#^#$&#%

So, moral of the story, Don't Bring Your Annoying Brother If You're Looking Forward To Your Day!


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tired.
today i went to this Super-teen Motivation talk
apparently it was from 9am to 5pm so i'm dead beat now
and supposedly, it's a three day thing. so yeah
i'm gonna have not much time for computer till Sunday
i didn't want to go one larh, i was there to accompany my bro.
but in the end, the talk was really really fun, and i learnt quite a lot of memory skills
sad case today though, supposedly this thingy is organised by CDAC too
the archery class i talk about? yeah, it's this organisation.
so i actually i kinda just have that gut feeling i would see him again..
err. let's just call him Great.
went there kinda on time, my brother went late cause of prize giving day
i didn't see Great at first, maybe i was kind of dissapointed? but i was thinking,
if he really came, then it really is too much of a coincidence..
the talk was interesting from the start so i paid much attention
then the trainer played a memory game to memorise names larh.
so you know, have to turn around and look at face to memorise mah.
i was really, yes really damn shocked to see Great.
i don't know how to describe larh.
mixed feelings? happy and hurt at the same time?? T.T
worse thing, i wanted to talk to him larh bloody!
he apparently remembers me, but i didn't even get the chance to talk to him!
FAG. that's crap!
*agitated*
ok chilled.. i don't want to think about seeing him there tmr. i might just die anyways.
embarrassing.


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HAHA. changed blog song to only one blog song. reason being i think that should be able to scare you people! it's really nice so listen to the end! its called katayoku no tori and it came from the horror, thriller anime Umineko no naku koro ni! enjoy!


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hehe.
just came back from agnes house.
happy happy. haha. was eating at her house and playing tarot cards again
looking at her and ernest tgt is funny larh.
after that sended jeremy and agnes off to work
haha. house visit to agnes there is so fun. lol.


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changed specs C:
black is my holy colour now. ahaha.
gloomy and solemn and blah.
speaking of that fck.
dunno how to put this..
just a lot of mixed feelings larh, arghh
the person won't see this so yeah.
story goes, there's this person that i like freaking much for no good reason
then i found out that he likes this girl blah~ and so f
still rmb larh please.. cried like mad for the night when he told me that. T.T
and was feeling damn pek chek and
coincidentally something bad happened the next day
then i cried in class. freaking embarrassing.
after that i deleted everything about him
msn, number....... basically everything single fcking piece of info about him
then now he bloody suddenly pop up in my messed up life again. T.T
just when i was about to forget! freak! bloody unforgivable..
and typing this out.. i dunno why the hell i did this anyway! :(


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HAPPY BIRTHDAY!
To junxian and my Hwi Peng Aunty! C:


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haha! ytd was fun! i went to watch my sister's keeper at the cathay!
super fck nice larh! omg
haha. damn freaking sad larh.
went with ernest, jeremy, joseph, chenxi and of course agnes.
haha. cried a few times through the movie larh.
but only a few drops? o.o
after that we went to bugis then walk along bugis street.
cool man. we had some food and drinks then we shopped around.
finish lerh then we moved on to iluma.
love that place. we went into this shop. damn cool
all those anime stuff and i saw my honey's kuchiki byakuya's life-size sword there
C: haha. was arguing with joseph about hitsugaya or kuchiki more zai.
i saw damn loads of gorgeous figurines. they're quite cheap also.
somemore there got the set of weapons of Kateikyoushi Hitman Reborn!
ahhhh. so shuai my hibari! he's just like kuchiki in a way(jerrald claims, which is true..)
so i swore that i will go back there to buy once i start working.
miao. beside there was comic connections. also a lot of stuff i want to buy~~
we met up with kerene and ray. so they went to play LAN. no money so i didn't want to play.
i went with agnes to slack around outside. we just sat there. so cool can. it's like just dark.
then we played a lot of stuff, most of the time i chu qio. xD
after that we went to macs to eat i think.. then my mum argh. trying to chase me larh. damn stupid. she order me to go home immediately so i forgot to borrow money to top up card.
then i went to take bus to bedok. then she say very long
tell me get off and wait my father send me.
after that she say she don't know where is lavender station. fck.
so i went back to bugis larh. sian. waste time larh they.
anyways it's a nice day. so yup. go watch My Sister's Keeper!
though it's suppose to be out on 22nd. you can catch it now at The Cathay or Orchard C:


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ytd went out at night for dinner at vista
after that went to bball court to play
sort of cool cause i was able to shoot quite a lot of balls.
haha. played match with some fragrant people i never see for very long.
cool larh. kind of a celebration for post-exams with agnes and huizhen.
hahas. was actually trying to pass something to huizhen.
anyways!! exams over!! i'm so so so happy. C:

ps. i realise that playing bball at night makes your skin kind of whiter for a while C;
for joseph to try out..


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EOYs are finally over.
i'm happy like mad man.
my schedule is like packed till tuesday already??
hahas. it's like so cool can.
never imagined that i would be able to make it through the exams.
today's a maths and physics totally suck balls. oops
hahas. yes but i totally just dunno what i doing larh.
still thought i could count on this two papers to try for an A. sians
currently listening to songs from vertical horizon. haha.
their songs all got that melancholic vibe i think. a bit emo emo kind.
that's probably the reason why i like the song.
and and. new korean actor Phillip Lee rocks!
hahas. he's starring in a new drama this year called "The Slingshot"
must watch k? he's so cute larh and he got that freakin innocent smile.
woots. gonna chiong anime again. Ja~


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updated new blog songs!
hahas. jiayous people. exam over in 3 more days C:


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sobs sobs. salad turned out to be horrendous. everyone say not nice.. emo.. of course larh. i also know the sauce damn gross and i won't expect to hear that the salad tastes nice but hate to see people make gross face. maosssss.. T.T nvm i shall try more and more times make sure no one say the salad i make is disgusting..


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sians. just finish doing work for my dad and making the salad for tmr's CIP thing. tired like shit but yet i don't feel like sleeping T.T ohhhs nvm hope tmr everyone loves the salad esp.... LOLOL.. wonder if he even dares to eat it. tata


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sians! argh. recently get back test papers lerh. results suck like hell larh. my mum keep suan-ing me somemore. say i dunno what lost my fighting spirit already. she don't even know anything larh. i feel so accused larh. so i just told her "forget it larh, next exam then say larh" haish after she say all those things i really don't feel like studying. even if i do and i score well i don't want her to think it's her that i work hard for. like no. sorry woman, your words didn't help a bit.. argh. thinking about it i feel damn pissed larh.. today went to tuition myself. damn fck i tell you. i was sitting there then that fcking indian woman. just stand beside my seat and talk so loudly to the guy behind me supposedly a friend of hers. damn pek chek larh. normally i listen earphone only on till volume11 at most. then when she just spoke like some kind of a machine gun i put the vol till 18 already. it didn't do much of a help i could hear her bloody voice. worse still she goddamn it go instruct her son for no good reason go sit in front of me. like wtf. the son also.. bloody noisy.. then somemore he cannot sit still keep turning around to face my seat. pissed like siao and the worse thing I DON'T THINK HE BATHED LARH! he stink like mad.. i dunno what kind of smell is that it smells like sweat and some food. argh!!! i couldn't breathe already larh. after a few stops i was dying to get off the bus. if i wasn't in a rush, i would have done that! and argh! the boy keep leaning towards my chair!! what's wrong with him larh! arghhhh.. when i went home i just practically jumped into my bathroom and had a shower.. the smell although non-existent now.. it's still floating in my head. T.T


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fckin sian.
currently at home.
nth much to do.
just came from the stupid doctor's
cause got stomach ache
damn pissed larh.
i studied and mugged like hell last night larh and i only slept at 2 plus.
in the end,
test also don't need take
=.=
fag..
went to the polyclinic
cause i think other places will be so damn ex
stupid doctor said "you look fine to me, you know i've seen a lot of slight stomach ache patients and serious one. so tell me, what are you here for?"
like wtf, here of course see doctor larh.
say until i like some kind of pon-ner still ask me what school am i.
discriminate students larh they
i mean like i look so freaking guai can?
like seriously lorh, i would really have rathered i took the goddamn test
freak, i feel damn yuan1 wang4 T.T


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lol.
wth
down with flu,
cough,
sore throat.
although it's like better than on saturday.
i still feel like i can choke on nothing at night
=.= not going for choir tmr cause i seriously can't sing.
i sound like a frog..
today something happened during chinese class
lol.
it's about junxian again.
haha.
nvm i don't want to mention anything again bah.
tmr shall be another fresh start
chem test!!
oh god.
really must study harder
if not other than Plane Geog,
i'm gonna fail Chem too
T.T

i'm gonna forget everything and start from point 0, i can do it.


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omg.
finally can post with having to restart the server again and again.
freaking lazy now but have to study for A maths test on monday cause my plane geog sucks like mad.
i can get a big 0 and i won't be shocked larh.
phone tio confiscated cause my momo doesn't like my handwriting.
she said she'll be conducting spot checks to see if my handwriting improves sian~~
when is she gonna spot check??
argh then again can't blame anyone bah..
if she didnt confiscate it,
i would have exceeded even more sms.
last month was like exceed by $15.
so hiong can?? i nearly tio killed by her larh.
i want to buy so many things now,
but i overspent too much already
so wtf
haish..
nothing is seriously going well
i just feel like slacking all day
and watch the basketball interclass stuff
only those balls make me feel better C:


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lols. finally can post C: dunno why my blogger server like always down. i even missed out on my annual birthday blogging. nvm. when i get my phone back i'll upload the 25th East Coast Park stuff xD so let me thank the people for the presents first. i want to thank (ok this will be long..) Jin Yee, Jun Xian, Zi Qing, Li Ting, Jerrald, Zhen Zhou, Kien Ping, Ze Bin, Ming Yuan, Hui Ning, Kai Sheng, Wen Xuan, Choon Liang, Yew Chern, Jun Leong, Guo Yao, Kenneth, Ling Li, Xin Hui, Zhi Qi and maybe Tom ps i dun really know the people who gave cause my card went misssing T.T with junxian's well wishes and it went missing?! wtf. haha. nvm. yup maybe some of the above also never give one but nvm larh huh. the above for the combine present which includes a necklace, plush toy tigger, nice blouse, hamburger note pad, white chocolate, then again. i cant rmb. er. thank agnes! for the fbt. belvia, kangli, lixin and huizhen for the pierre cardin xD, the fragrant people er jeremy, wei xing, ernest and maybe got others that i dont know? the nice nice snow globes hahaha. damn pretty, elvyin for the cartoon fan, brandon for the monopoly cards, my mum for my OP bagpack, my brother for the cute photo frame and my dad for the surprise birthday cake! C: haha. got a feeling im going to be bankrupt this year. cause must return gift to everyone of them!! hahaha i think thats about all lorh. haha. will post the pics next time!


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today was kinda like okok larh. haha. huizhen and agnes never come school. damn sian larh! haha. hope you 2 get well soon kk?? if not very boring one sia T.T nth interesting larh. just something about the new sagiko drink in school. hahas. i reccommend people not to drink that before eating.. today i didnt eat anything then drink that stuff. i had like diarrhoea and totally wanted to die for that. so damn pain larh. i thought i was ok after pe but the stupid ache came again. T.T i asked the ss teacher for me to go toilet then she say wait first she haven't give finish instructions. then wth. she made sure everyone have the paper then let me go sia. hell larh. at that time i could barely stand ok?? argh. haha. but now lesson learnt, won't do it again. looking forward to 25th july C: those people coming. er, 12pm at bedok mrt station kays? xD


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wooties. kinda really on high today. although oral almost took half of my life away and i was freaking scolded for exceeding the phone bill by $15. hahas. i was really glad that i got to buy my bag x33 hahas. it's from ocean pacific er.. a bagpack. i always wanted a new bagpack C: it's a birthday gift from my mum larh. happy~ looking forward to 25th july!! i want all of u people to enjoy as well xD

hyperventilating whenever i see his look-alike, it's a disease.


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lols.
i realise i deleted my photos of my butterfly..
emo..
wth haha.
nvm lorh.
i'm like damn sian now.
can't seem to look forward to anything.
i feel overwhelmed by my own thoughts.
i think i'm going bonkers xD even horoscope says things aren't exactly perfect.
but oh well,
it's all part of life.
and at least i still have my birthday stuff going on.

quit making me nervous around cause i can feel i'm losing control


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baking disaster
sian. first time i tried baking. seriously nothing goof good came out of it. got scolded and again and gain. had to sneakily use phone and conference with jerr, jx, zebin and jinyee. haha. like wtf. towards to end i spoke with air larh. then jerr go off. everyone follow him. haha. left zebin. i tried to tell him to go sleep too. but he cannot hear me. wth. damn funny larh. i thought i was in some kind of a drama. i told my mum that i listening song sia. then my brother heard me say ah something. then i cheat him say i singing. HE BELIEVED IT! hahahaha. damn it. i'm sure nobody actually wants to taste the over-baked cookies. xD


i have almost forgotten you. but i know you still exist.


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oh god. long time no post C: recently a bit emo sia. over non-school-related stuff. sians. i find myself damn stupid when i emo. i really just blank out and stare into anything larh. i'm not even sure whether i'm thinking or what. sometimes it's just staring at the white board xD i can't seem to get into study mood T.T loads of homework now but i get stuck at each question every few minutes. but nvm i will cheer up soon. it's nothing big also. haha. btw, i saw a guy who looks like huining a looooot in the food court today. haha.


i can only hate u now


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oh god. i'm so damn sorry towards my terrapins. suddenly remembered. erm 29.06.08 yups my beloved ChaCha died at 2.35pm and on the same day at some other time my BoBo died, too. hereby mourning for them and i hope they are enjoying life now swimming in celestal wine pools C: loves forever

-&lynlynx33




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hahas. wtf. today so many things happened. er. first of all. tio caught for attire. haish then change place with junxian. totally screwed up larh. when i first went there. i felt CONDEMNED haha. totally just emo-ed there. i didn't speak for a whole day other than a few words here and there. and i end up talking the most during malay convo and recess lunch etc. most people there were like sleeping or sian-ing around. so wierd larh. haha. but good thing was. i didn't have to sit with Jon anymore C: i was telling myself the day before. i would do anything to get away from Jon in this semester, even if it meant sitting on the dustbin C: it's not that bad after all though i probably miss zhiqi, zebin and peps there. it's ok larh. sherlyn has strong adaptational powers xD



you are the only one that i'm confident of loving forever


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oohhh god, can't believe tmr is already the re-opening of school. my school holidays feels as if it's a day.. -.- i haven't even had enough fun yet T.T currently praying hard that there will be no morning assembly tmr and that miss wong or mdm yong, either one of them decides to change the seating arrangement. whatever it is, i don't want to sit anywhere near jonathan anymore T.T my life already sucks as it is. i don't need him to ruin it further for me.. and and before u people get a shock tmr, i'm telling yer, i cut my hair even shorter. hahas. i don't mean to scare you people but well, my hair can't seem to pass attire check. so yeah.. haha. heard that jerrald had gotten a new Jack Russell!! i'm so freaking envious larh! heard that it's a real hyper dog too C: looking forward to knowing it xD

PS: i think i'm gonna change blogskin again. it's such a hassle to look at that plain blogskin. zebin's right afterall

taking chances


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Movie: Ghost Of Girlfriends Past

Synopses: World-famous fashion photographer Colin Mead (Matthew McConaughey) is the prototypical playboy: He's handsome, confident, and successful... especially with the ladies. He lives life in the fast lane with no emotional connections, no regrets. He seems to have everything he could ever want – everything but love. But Colin doesn't believe in love; he's spent a lifetime avoiding it. All that changes when Colin heads home one weekend for his little brother's wedding where he is confronted with his past…or rather ghosts of his girlfriends past. A Scrooge-like take on the classic romantic comedy, The Ghosts of Girlfriends Past is a clever, charming and uproariously funny trip down memory lane that's going to turn Colin Mead's world upside down.

Short Review: I think the movie was like cute and funny at times. and there were certain scenes that were really very touching i guess. erm, a movie thats worth watching although the personality of the girlfriend is kinda contradicting at times. haha.

Rating: 4/5 stars C:

i want to give my all for you, but you've got to at least give me a chance


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308's mini class outing




haha. in my humble opinion，I THINK IT WAS SO HOLY GREAT LARH. lolol. okok. it was fun. erm so we arranged to meet at eunos mrt at 1pm but me, ziqing, jin yee and zebin decided to meet up earlier to eat lunch together. coincidentally we met junleong, guo yao and sean. haha. we went to the coffee shop first and waited for jerrald, jx and zz who said they'll late. haha. after that we had a hard time finding the place, then dunno why junleong 灵机一动 suddenly brought us there. lol. we decided to bike first so yeah went to rent lorh. i very long never cycle liao so like a bit uncoordinated at first but later become better. then wanted to challenge jerrald they all so it got faster. haha. we went to the bridge to view sea then junxian and jerrald there like gao lang man watching the sea. haha. after that it rained quite heavily so we decided to continue riding at other places. freaking. haha. we went past this a lot trees then suay larh. suddenly dunno where the shit bird come from then it landed on my leg!! fck larh!! still warm one somemore eh. but of course larh, it's fresh from the oven. LOL we ride for a little more then jinyee fell down somewhere. haha. i was riding real fast so didn't see but guo yao shouted “有人跌倒！” then Jerrald was like no larh! haha. then really got lorh. i rode back with zebin followed by jerrald they all. they were like washing wounds and putting plasters. her pants were even torn. wow. haha. rode away with them later then jerrald was like helping jinyee to put back the gear which dropped. haha. after we returned the bikes we decided to wash ourselves and go macs haha. holy larh. after i got down the bike my legs were like wobbly and i couldn't even walk straight. damnit. haha. went to macs and ate tgt, was really funny. we talked about tv shows -.- i didn't know that quite a lot of us watched The Ultimatum or 双子星 haha. we were like talking about the characters in the show and all the i realise i rmb one of the sons' names wrongly. haha. we talked about that slut too then i mentioned what elvin ng said was so cool larh. the sentence"我一定要那只骚猫趴在我面前苗苗叫。" haha. talking about butt very big then say can give birth a lot of children then very funny larh. dunno who suddenly talked about next time don't say you want to give birth to a football team say you want to give birth to football audience better! haha. laugh till my shit also want come out larh. LOL. also got, zz was like squeezing chilli sauce, cause i think the machine inside don't have liao. then he squeeze the chilli sauce spurt out and splash onto the uncle's face. haha. damn freaking ass larh..

we went to the seaside after that. it was quite late lerh bah. erm. some of us played poker while the others went to play soccer larh. after a while got a bit sian then we sat down to play truth or dare. haha. fcking larh. i super suay lorh. people already get 3 of hearts. is almost the same a sure lose then i go and dig out one 2 of clubs. T.T what's wrong with my luck. i did a lot of freaking asshole dares. i had to make friends with a little girl on the beach, scream hurray into the sea and pick leaves from the water -.- after that junxian they all joined us. damn it. so funny larh!! i laughed my ass out. junxian tio then he have to do dare. so he say he dance. then omg, he stood in front of the seaside and do hawaiian hand movements and shake his butt and went all the way down. so funny can. he's really daring for a guy.. i thought only jerrald would do that.. finally we decided to go cause some peps wanted to catch The Ultimatum at 9am so yeah. we took mrt larh. then i suddenly forgot that i wanted to take picture.. haha. so yeah. on the bloody mrt train with so many people i requested to take picture with junxian. afterall, if you're talking about cutting your own face off the photo later and preserving the rest of the photo, junxian would be the best choice. i stand beside him, no matter how i pose or whatever still will look ugly. haha. but nvm lorh. it was so stupid can, got one is i bursting out laughing, then he wasn't even smiling. another one, i was biting my lips and he was giving a damn bored face. so obviously i prefered the last one which looked most normal. haha. had a really fun time. should have more of this kind of outings. i'll be glad to attend especially with these few. xDD

The chances of ever meeting you again is currently one over a million, but i will try my best to increase the possiblity till you pop up in my life again.


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finally changed my blog skin for after what seemed like 10 years. haha. as you can see up there, the beautiful man in black hair is my holy beloved Kuchiki Byakuya-sama. personally, i think among all the people above. the most shuai one is him liao. haha. hey, i hear someone saying my taste sucks. 小心你等一下走路跌倒啊！ haha. ok. erm. the main highlight would be my playlist. if it takes very long, please wait. the songs i put there are really very nice and definitely worth listening to! hehe.

today is such a boring day. i stayed at home the whole day. i was trying to read through the history stuff for Fascist Japan but keep ending up sleeping on my bed larh. haha. the whole bunch of homework is currently still left undone on the table. believe me, it's really accumulating dust already.. haha. kinda excited for tmr cause got 308 class outing. i think i'll enjoy and i heard that junxian's probably going too. i hope he doesn't oversleep and tell me he's not coming larh. i'll make sure i dash to his house and punch him awake C: horoscope says today i have the mood to play all day which will seriously ruin my life so yeah. i'm trying very hard to concentrate on doing my stuff, yet i'm here. lol. nvm, what's done is done. kaykay. i'll jia you de!

PS: one more day to episode 1 of Japanese drama "Zettai Kareshi 絶対彼氏" fridays at 11.30pm. It's a must watch!
since the first time i saw you, i 've always known you were special to me x33


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holy! so long never post. i kinda miss my blog too. hmmm.. i'm blogging cause of archery course i attend today. i thoroughly enjoyed it despite the sun burns. first time the sun burn didnt bother me at all. just imagine how wonderful that was. haha. i got to know a lot of super nice and interesting people. haha. we learned how to hold the bow and shoot and all. although i'm really not that good, it was really fun. though there were some wierd people i didnt like but yeah. the rest was great. in the groups of six, there was this girl who gave us nicknames. haha. she's really cute and this guy who had a pink phone and seemed to didnt want me to peek at his messages or something. another girl from the same secondary school as my primary school senior who i remember very well. and another one. haha. there were lots of coincidences. she lives in woodlands and happens to love and learn japanese language too. she learns guitar and that's like totally what i want to learn. also, she used to live in yishun!! like so coincidental. best thing of all, she plays basketball too. haha. lovely. we seem to get along very well. that's all. i'm recommending the archery stuff erm beside teck whye sec. C:


** Zettai Kareshi is on Channel U on Fridays at 11.30pm! A super most watch for girls i guess. A very nice romance comedy. It's a drama by the way.[to encourage people who hate anime xD]


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im finally back on my blog but im not here to talk about anything wonderful T.T i holy goddamn it sprain my ankle during basketball larh. T.T so unlucky can. and there i was laughing at jerrald's dumpling ankle. my ankle is now at twice the size of the original. pain until. at the court still never one but when i got home. it just pop up like shit. worst thing. tmr got physics remedial. i dont want to live lerh!! TT my hair~~ another disaster nvm~


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hahas. oops. just realise my blog is like really abandoned now. awww. don't cry.. hahas. and yes! today i'm back to save you. hehe. first full day of freedom after escaping from the evil clutches of MYE. puuurrrfect! hahas.

Early in the morning i woke up at 4 am. lols. i believe i'm like too excited, so yeah, i can't wait to get up. immediately after that, i went to on my computer. yes. really. and then started to read manga. like woots. omg. it feels so nice. no one to chao you, no one nagging at you to sleep, no one telling you to do homework. fffff. nice!

i wait like an hour for ziqing to get to my house. hehe. she helped my momo dabao food for my bro. hahas. then after that, we went to take 963 cause we were having an outing with huizhen, eurona, belvia & kangli. hahas. but she realised she couldnt make it there in time so she took the bus back to keming and didnt go shopping. hahas.

i not very shou in vivo. so i couldn't find the goddamn shop even after walking 3 rounds. sua gu until~ when i finally found them, they suggested we go eat lunch at Ajisen-Ramen. so cool can. honestly, i haven't eaten before lorh. then we went in. so funny can. no one served us larh. we were liking saying we're definitely refusing to pay the service charge. in the end, i ordered the seafood ramen. hahas. i also dunno what's that so i just try try lorh. but wow, it's super nice i just love it. hahas. partly cause it's not like what i expected. you know.. miso soup.. hahas. eeuk. i dislike it. haha. after eating, we just sat there drink iced water and gossip. hahas. we make good gossip man. i think it's kinda fun where girls are always gossiping during their girl's day out. hahas.

we went around to shop. hahas. i forgot the first shop we went to, but when we went in, someone suggested we take the most outrageous dress and go change into it and wear out. hahas. so cool, i bet we totally piss the shopkeepers off. haha. as we went on, we did the sme things and this time including shoes. hahas. heels that are at least 5 inches tall. so fun. just fooling around like that. we tried on like tons of clothes but ended up not buying any. haha. belvia said that they probably collabrate with each other and stop us wreckers from destroying their shop. haha. super cool.

shop shop shop until damn tired. then kangli had to go home. but we still stayed lorh. went to starbucks for coffee. hahas. i didn't order anything. i don't really know coffee stuff so yeah. it's a waste for me to drink such, to me, is expensive coffee. hahas. we went to gossip again. talking about sex o.O hahas. as usual, belvia, the sexually active electrons. it was a nice talk. so funny i could die there laughing. haha. after just went home lorh. sian. the f-ing mrt is soooo crowded. so late lerh. like peak hours bah. then belvia and huizhen poke each other chest. hahas.

In conclusion, i totally enjoyed today. the talk, the shopping and the food. everything! hahas.

HAPPY FREEDOM BIRD-ASS, SISTERS!


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My Current Most Favourite Song

hahas. it's been my favourite for almost 2 months lerh. it's really very nice. erm, rather meaningful. hopefully next time got chance to make a video using this song. hahas. Enjoy!

My Wish - Rascal Flatts

I hope that the days come easy and the moments pass slow
And each road leads you where you want to go,
And if you're faced with a choice, and you have to choose,
I hope you choose the one that means the most to you.
And if one door opens to another door closed,
I hope you keep on walkin' till you find the window,
If it's cold outside, show the world the warmth of your smile,
But more than anything, more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to
Your dreams stay big,
and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

I hope you never look back, but ya never forget,
All the ones who love you, in the place you left,
I hope you always forgive, and you never regret,
And you help somebody every chance you get,
Oh, you find God's grace, in every mistake,
And you always give more than you take.
But more than anything, yeah, and more than anything,

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.

My wish, for you, is that this life becomes all that you want it to,
Your dreams stay big, and your worries stay small,
You never need to carry more than you can hold,
And while you're out there getting where you're getting to,
I hope you know somebody loves you, and wants the same things too,
Yeah, this, is my wish.
This is my wish

I hope you know somebody loves you. May all your dreams stay big.





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so long never post lerh. i'm coming here due to the request of two bitches namely Agnes and Ziqing. yes, that was official. hahas.

the term"to be worthy of".. hahas. probably means, criteria. but exactly is the criteria of "to be worthy of". yes. i'm pondering deep about this cause i happen to mention it to another ass, brandon loke. yes, go on, you may curse me. hahas. what i meant is, when u say someone is not worthy of something, who exactly are you to judge. or what would be the judging criteria. isnt it more of a perspective thing? perhaps, it's a comparison issue? like equaling up physical conditions and inner beauty of stuff like that. to make a comparison between the two and coming up with a statement. haha. this is like so history style writing man. lamers luh


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sians. it's so late at night. and i'm so bored i decided to post. yes, it's benn decided i'l change my phone to LG KP500 or LG COOKIE is what u call it. it costs $288 with 1 one plus singtel plan. hahas. i know i sound like i'm promoting it. i kinda like the change larh, but yet i kinda don't. hahas. just that no matter how torn and tattered my current phone is, i still like the phone very much but my mum said i have to sell it off if i wanted a new phone. so sad, after all i used that phone for one year liao lorh. very bu she de.. bloody sales woman, so pissed off. i went there with the idea of getting Sony Ericsson's W980. then she went to convince my dad that it wasn't a practical idea. damn. not like i regret my final decision or anything just that, i just dun understand is it her or me choosing the phone -.- i've never even tried the LG COOKIE phone before but it looks really fun. with the touch screen and all. but it's like $100 more than viewty. and i actually liked the viewty phone more you know. again, its the sales woman idea of buying the COOKIE thing. she said its because its nicer and newer. i have totally no idead how its gonna turn out, but im sure touch screen will be harder than i think. pheww but no chance to regret, my dad already paid the deposit and i'm getting it on monday. hahas. nvm~~


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10 days since i last posted. a bit sian larh. i forgot to post about a lot of interesting things that happened. hahas. especially friday the thirteen, ok, mayb i'll talk a bit about it now. first thing, i forgot to bring my health booklet for the 2nd time and then i totally forgot about the history cover and divider. im so holy forgetful, i know. then after that have to chiong homework teacher gave in lab and in class, so ass busy. dangggggg.. despite the busy time, i had to run down to meet a teacher for some business. then wtf, suay suay tio attire catch. by among all people, it just had to be ms yeo. argh. i can't believe how she did it. she actually put the handbook in front of my face, and commented on my attire thoroughly and then in the end still act kind and say what, you know what is expected right? in that kind of a cat purr. dang horribly D-I-G-U-S-T-I-N-G!

holiday choir practice, erm we pissed ms yin off on wednesday. partly because of our sucky singing and because of alto1's not so enthu shouting bah. then finally yesterday, we managed to try hard enough to get a compliment from ms yin. i thought well mayb she only compliment us because we looked like we worked hard bah. i didn't think we made that much improvement it's just the "biology" lesson she made that made us get better slightly. hehe C:

sad case larh, i'm gonna have to get an injection for anti-chicken pox. well, my mum said she had made the appointment long ago, so no choice lorh.. i was telling her i felt like having it at least once in my lifetime so i didn't want to tio needled. it's enough of a waste that no matter how heaty i am i was never able to have my nose bleeding, i feel so excited when people talk about their experiences. hahas. the feeling of something thick and iron-smelling running down your nose.

nvm, no point saying. i'm going to the clinic now. hehe. pray that i enjoy it then. hahs.


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Recently test results gotten back, cannot slack anymore. haish, so fast must pia again, sians. i barely have the time to visit my own blog so today nan de got time to blog sia. kinda of like no drive to do my homework but it's like suffering from "hyperinflation" HAHA. it just keeps piling up, if this continues, sooner or later i will screw up sec 3 one. T.T gotta find that drive for homework soon and must stop thinking about basketballing everyday after school. 自制力！がんばってね！


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hehe. i know i promised not to post but my hand is itching to type now. hahas. today is stanley pai, the holy zilian guy's STANLEY birthday! woots. jerrald, me and kp were kind enough to for once, let him feel loved on his birthday. hahas. i really wonder how many gifts he got. oh well, i just hope he doesn't faint after opening his present. got the feeling he's gonna come whacking on our door asking for a refund. xD well, the fun thing is, during lunch, he shamelessly walked down the whole corridor from his class to mine announcing "hey, today my birthday" then he go around shaking hands.. LOL.. so jiao. erm he came to our class. most of the guys know him. in fact. its like ALL. lol. since teacher haven't come. the whole class's guys[those who were in class, other than some others] carried him all the way saying they want to taupok him! HAHA. so ass can. its like a herd of around 20 ppl sia. they half drag half carry him and threw him into the girl's toilet beside our class, which is like so freaking funny. the girls were coming out the class see what happen. HAHA. everyone seem to have fun there, especially i think huining. lols. after stanley finally managed to stagger out. someone shouted "mango"! hahas. then he say "bu yao la!" then some guys just start chasing after him. hahas. wierd asses.

worse thing of the day, hahas, i was late when i came back from recess. was chatting with belvia they all until i forgot the time. so paiseh. end up the whole class stay back tmr for 5 mins. hahas. when i went into the class, tom was like, "u know, later u die already." hahas. then he give me the qian bian look. i couldn't tell what exactly was his expression was though. he just looks the same as he looks everyday.[with the mouth hanging open xD]

that's all! all the best for common test ppl! only 3 more days!! woots!


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Gonna skip blogging for around one week. Wait till I’m back. And I’ll be back.


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Happy Valentine's Day people!
as usual, on friday the 13th yesterday it's impossible not to have bad things happen. hehe. i left my phone in school without realising it's like on my table. so stupid can? lucky, zhen zhou still there so i asked him take lorh. arh, thanks ah.. scali got impt messages all let him see.. lols. i'm so glad i don't shoot nude stuff with my phone. ahahah. oops.
girl's day out with ziqing, liting and jin yee was fun! i love the movie so funny can? We watch the wedding game. although i don't like the cast(Fann Wong, Christopher blah.) i love Dr K.C Seet's (maybe i spell the name wrong) appearance in the show! hahas, got the effect.(for me.. or us). cause we were like hysterical when we saw it but the others no fan ying one! after that we went to Mos Burger. Err. Honestly speaking yesterday was the first time i ate anything from there. i didn't really like it bah. the chicken burger was funny. it had salad sauce so it drips then i foolishly take out the plastic. and everything like tap water just booossshhh down. HAHA. the sauce was cold. oh but i kind of find the milk tea there nice. you have to add the milk that is like soluble in iced tea urself. so fun larh. we went shopping in JP after that. found a lot of cheap stores with a lot of nice things ziqing says she wants. went pass the sony ericsson shop and i was trying to figure out which phone did i exactly one. it's always a problem to decide when you don't like any of it or you like all of it. hahas. dunno larh. i'm into high-quality camera phones recently. the camera's functions tempt me. yet i want another walkman phone. arh. shit. so indecisive. nvm.. will decide sooner or later. hahas. that's all. Study well people! さよなら!　勉強してくださいね!


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omg. i feel like i'm ridiculous larh. create molehills out of nothingness, make mountain out of molehill. fine, i know, i don't need comments on this, man. heard from yun xian larh. this morning he was "yunxian, accidentally add hor?" then the behind and behind people. just started talking T.T so paiseh can? it's about the present. wlwl. people only give present lorh. they say what "love letter". >< finally found out who is the ex of his they are talking about. it started to make sense larh. but it doesn't really matter lorh, does it? since like a lot of people know they stead why so many people don't want to tell me who she is. don't understand. i won't go and gl her what.. she seems like a nice person though:D argh so ass. yunxian says that in her class, rumours spread damn fast. and then they are close to IT classes too. so the other classes.. shet! i don't wanna think about it. T.T somemore the two people who saw me that day[from 409 as i heard..], from what i hear, they gossip. HAHA. dang i'm so stupid can? dunno what's my problem. laughing stock sia.
plus plus, ziqing come gl me. dang. go do the zc's 招牌动作 hehe. so evil larh she.
worst thing of the day, i had to hear he is flirt and got a lot of ex-es again. hahas. i rmb the first time i heard that was on the rehearsal of CNY singing. had to hold the mike and then i was so frustrated that i unknowingly spoke overly loud into the mike for mike test. another ridiculous event.
final good thing, he wasn't as shock as i thought he would be based on zz's or rather his seniors account, she said he was VERY freaked out. hahas. that's all.

Realised telling myself "Chill, Chill" works! lol


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New Chemical Equation:
Dead Beat + Tired + Headache --> Mental Problem
lols. the fact that i'm posting this shows that i'm totally a looney.
must be because of the cheese. oh man, nvm.
it's just that i was having severe headache today, probably because i was sweating alot then i just went into the hall like that. after that, i could barely even stand properly larh. so ass. ziqing's panadol got help larh. but after awhile i still like unbalanced everywhere LOL. but still no choice, i had to endure through the chinese test which is like damn hard. my chinese argh. no cure larh..
i still went to choir after that, but suddenly go inside the room i felt better like instantly. so wierd.. LOL. i think today soprano 3 sort of not up to our usual standard today. lol. must be because of the song larh. Jaakobin is harder than kotoba asobi uta in my opinion. dunno leh, the timing very hard to catch thats why lorh. but the songs all very fun sia. all the screaming and shouting is the best way to relieve stress. xDD that's all, i'm not really in the mood to type cause i'm really freaking tired. hahas. じゃあ、さよなら!~~


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~~~ i'm posting again.. lols. recently it's pathetic. hahas. i kenna changed place to the back where i had to sit with that. nvm.. but i can't sit with ziqing and liting!! wl. damn sian larh. then i accidentally drop my spectacle lens into the toilet bowl[LOL!], you can't believe it either right?? damn. i had to borrow my brother's spectacle to school. then the visualiser is blur until like shit.. i had to squint, stand, sit, half-sprawling across my table. AND I STILL CAN'T SEE PROPERLY!! dang. i gave up abstaining from the f*s word. hahas that was about three days ago.. probably because my life just screwed up.. i have no idea what happened to me too! lols. but nvm. nothing's too much for me bah. as long as i can see ekuzY lols. if he comes to my blog, i'm gonna kill myself. lols. kidding. dunno larh, just no more siao suaying myself by intiating a convo to him. hehe.　 がんばってね！イズケさん～　LOL


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YoYo!! Happy NIU Year, people!! Wish you all tons of luck, wealth, fortune, results and blahblahblah. LOL. not sincere. okok. restart. erhemhem. nvm. forget it. especially for those same level one, good luck for chinese o-level.. hahas. for 308, don't dissapoint 黄杰晖!! lols. i think he already pathetic enough when he always tries to joke and then no one laughs. scoring good is for ownself also larh!! so yup! i need go chiong out my holiday homework!! arhhh!! nvm i go jia you.. see ya people!!


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WOOTS!! People you won't believe it!! after my com died on me on thursday!! i managed to revive it and that saved me quite a few tens of bucks!! kudos to me!! woohooooo!!!


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retardedly bored currently.. other than the fact that i just happily and joyously got my New Moon book yesterday night. i'm like still happily horraying ever since then. but the thing is life is sooo boring.. hahas. currently nothing to do untill.. i wanna die already.. i dislike weekends.. i have no idea why.. the pros and cons just add up so.. i so badly want to change my blogskin but there are alot of nice nice ones.. so you know.. ficker-minded-neers are like this.. if you see me online in the wee hours of midnight, please talk to me.. i'm horribly bored.. especially at nght.. lols. sounds wierd.. nvm.. i'm just glad i finished my homework.. chinese compositions are a hassle but i sort of enjoy writing them, it's a good way for expressing.. the wide range of chinese words just gives you ample emotions to POOF and let everything run.. at least that's the case for me lorh.. but don't you find that things written in chinese are usually more touching?? is that considered racis? it's just my personal opinion. HAHA. any nice online games to recommend?? i'm such a no life..

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Oh holy shit, i'm so lethargic. currently trying very hard to squeeze out energy that i charge approx. 4hrs a day? i'm becoming sleepless. how come? i dunno. nvm.

10th Jan

OHOHOH. it was huizhen's party. had damn lot of fun. although i didn't go swimming with them, had fun by trying to get batteries? as usual, i'm always having major problems with directions. haha, inherited from my mum i think. so followed brandon and jx around. and in the end he never buy his batteries. T.T we went back quite late larh. the others already bathed and started barbeque. so the moment we got back, we tried the game. damn fun and addictive larh, so exciting, argh i forgot take picture of that. next time you people sure got chance see one bah. the jenga girls talk thing damn fun also. the bricks topple must forfiet, as usual pole dance punishment. hahas. i can't do it larh! so damn embarrassing. i looked even worse with all that inhibition.. er. after that, the rugby, damn fun can? we just chase around then no one win also, cause too many people running altogether, damn easy to catch. hahs. we just play like that until damn late. took alot of pictures and all. when the cake came, we were playing with it i think. made it on jerrald, then kienping and junxian licked from his face. T.T obscence.. hahas. then at 8.30pm, our cinderella, errr, susan?! had to go home. hahas, he damn funny larh, never wear shoes and stand in the middle of the road trying to hail a cab. like so lol. he looks like a man stranded on an island. HAHA. thanks huizhen for hosting around when we are like rowdy asses. hehe. pictures of the event, like kienping mentioned.. http://hosanna-zlang.blogspot.com/ interested please visit then..

*someone's back from beijing today

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CRIPPLED MONKEY -.-

the most pathetic exercise you probably ever heard of. perhaps my legs really hate me. damn. since school started, i decided to go run some tracks or something so i just went to the park opposite my house. damn, i felt perfectly fine after the 1 hr run can. but the next day, i couldn't get out of bed larh. leg pain until like siao, the faster i try to stand, the harder it is to stand. i just fall back into my bed. ARGH. it's pathetic. lols. that explains crippled, now for monkey. heh, because i think i stretch my leg too much[ok, i know i'm a loser] i can't stand up straight. so bending down and walking is easier, but if u bend down and close your legs and walk, it's like damn slow can? lols. so open legs walk larh, i walk across my mum, she started laughing, saying "you look like a monkey or chimpanzee or something" damn. i want die liao larh, i can't imagine walking up 5 storeys tomorrow, climbing up is fine actually, the thing is i can't climb down, i will just lose balance and "bing bong biang" down the stairs. how am i ever gonna survive tmr.. T.T

despite all this, hehe, i must say, i still have the strength to go down to popular to get the book-of-my-life. TWILIGHT~~~ i would have bought the movie novel with the pictures and stuff but ok, it isn't cheap lorh. damn. $30++ sia. they sure know how to earn the money. but nvm. i'm on my way to finishing the book, i just love it too much to stop. HAHA


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HAPPY NEW YEAR!

the start of a new year again. haish. this year only got a few new year resolutions. hehe.

1. To at least act like a normal human being
- the thing is, i'm like damn high everyday larh. hate it, dunno what's wrong with my hormones but well, no choice, this aspect really must change. that's why this is listed as number one.

2. To be able to get along well with everyone in my new class.
- hmm, i'm not sure whether i am capable of that, haha, i try my best larh..

3. Keep in contact with all my beloved 202'08 buddies
- hahas, i would miss them so so so much when they're gone. T.T

4. GET THE WHOLE STEPHENIE MEYER SERIES
-twilight, new moon, eclipse, breaking dawn etc.. adrenaline rush, i got a feeling that i will die if i don't buy it. hahas. that's why i want to buy them.

5. hehe following 5, all other resolutions are private so yeah. nvm.

okok, to all friends, buddies, siblings, relatives and .... just everyone. hope that you all have a wonderful and fruitful 2009 and also hope me and my sec 3 friends score very good for this year's dunno chinese or higher chinese o'level exam, thinking about it, i'm shivering xD oh and, and, hope we can all go watch new moon together when it's out. hope it doesn't clash with exams. Edward Cullen rocks twilight up and down. WOOTS!

I ALMOST FORGOT, i can swear i never saw any pole dance that is more eww that today junxian's pole dance around jerrald, he really damn open larh. i leave it up to your imagination here.

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Dead dead dead and DEAD beat.

damn. can't imagine that we actually did so many things in a day can? KBOX-ing, Escape Theme Park, Barbeque and card games and what not. but it was good fun lorh. a party before the ridiculous term starts chasing after us again. so it's like this, our beloved host eurona invited us to downtown east cause her aunt was booking a chalet there. we were gonna play the bowling stuff but the queue list was like goddamn long larh. so we skipped that.

went to kbox to check the price and found out that the off-peak hours booking was like damn cheap lorh. i mean as in for a good 2 and a half hour only 13++. it's like wow. so we just go there sing sing lorh. quite nice lah. i feel really bad for singing when my voice sucked like hell and depriving others of a chance to sing. i'm so ass. oops. we made jun xian sing the shi2 nian2 by chen2 yi4 xun4. hahas. it's kinda of like forcing, ok it is. erm he sang larh, like once in a million years we got to hear him. got to hear jerrald sing that jay song that really brought back tons of memories from sec 1. HAHA. i don't think he knows that. o.O lol. oh another thing, i think lionel's voice is nice sia.

after kbox-ing which was like 3pm, seriously nothing to do. nana or huizhen suggested escape but i didnt want to waste like $8.80 for just playing 2hrs so i called my mum my tution teacher bla bla bla. AND oh. i managed to push tuition to another day. if mr low ever sees this, haha, i'm really sorry.
we really went in the end sia. although jerrald was like a bit reluctant. we went AGAIN. like hello i just went on the 18th?! was it? LOL. we started from viking. jun xian and lionel's first time so i guess they were feeling a bit queasy or something? haha. then came wet and wild. damn. i was walking behind that bloody jun xian(sorry i keep repeating his name but damn)i trip over the dented floor then hopped across the ground was gonna lose balance already but stop in time but right behind junxian. wtf then he turned around! i was so freaking paiseh can. i really hope he didn't see larh. as for the ride, i really took it alone again. although i swore i would never, but well. that's the way it is larh. HAHA. choon they all were in the boat in front of me. at first i not scared one lorh, then i saw them go down followed by jun xian's yelling some sportan or spartan word. i tio shock sia. T.T then i was like telling myself, omg no no no no.. i'm not going down T.T

haunted house. hahas. i pity jerrald. people who go escape the haunted house with me will know one lorh. it just happened that i was behind jerrald T.T i'm sorry larh i nearly tug until his shirt fall again. next time some one is gonna put a CAUTION sign on my head saying, PLEASE DO NOT STAND IN FRONT OF MAD DOG AS YOUR SHIRT WOULD BE GONE. lols. in the room i kept screaming lorh. last time i also never. it's the atmosphere bah. damn scary can. the girls in front were like screaming then i thought got what so scream also larh. that's partly the reason why jerrald's shirt aiyah you know. so don't blame me!! HEHE

Daytona go cart is still the best sia. i promised that if i'm the last i would treat ziqing to lunch tmr. muahahaha. and you know what i was not last. hahas. coincidence only, it's probably because jun xian's car broke down so i'm not last. thanks lorh. LOL it's fun larh, first time after the crash that i dared to really like chiong lorh. HAHA it takes courage you know?xD

At night, we had to go back to nana's chalet there barbeque but before that we went to cheers larh. want to buy those alcoholic drinks but in the end didn't. i bought my fav orange juice instead. ohoh. talking about this i'm reminded of something. damn, i dunno what's my problem larh. nvm later then type.

we went to barbeque marshmallows. damn shiok. it's so nice and creamy. oiishi! the food was lovely too. eurona's mum was so nice larh. she allowed to us to drink the breezer and the dunno what german word brand 8% alcohol drink. so omg larh. for each bottle, we pour first then after that, the self-proclaimed abstinance from alcohol jun xian would demostrate his style of drinking water, either him of choon larh. can imagine right? stupid larh. he was gulping every single drink like damn fast. as if it's water can? doesn't he feel burnt? LOL i love the taiwanese sausages HAHA. drink and eat drink and eat, lionel's face actually turned red sia. everyone was like alarmed. HAHA. he's still in a clear state of mind but he said he was feeling damn hot. o.O

almost finished what we wanted to eat. we decided to play black jack. HA. loser beat hand simple as that. quite fun larh. a challenge of luck sia. some people suay suay like me, the cards all shit. haven't even count the bloody guy beside me tell me i exceed already, damn.. nvm.

we play until sian larh. wanted to play truth or dare, like huh, it makes it even more boring. oh then someone i forgot who suggested POLICE AND MURDERER hahas. we of course welcome the idead but no paper. then the for-once-had-a-good-idea lionel suggested we use the cards. omg. he became bright. HAHA very funny can? the first few rounds are damn ass. i keep kenna murderer jerrald keep kenna police T.T walau he bully larh. he caught me when i didnt even do anything. then it just happen to be true that i am. bastard. jun xian even more funny. he dunno how to play then suay he murderer so he squeeze is like one time then very hard and then never let go. so i asked him, are you pressing or what? then he flip his card, i was shocked again. like wow, i really didnt know he don't know how to play T.T then very funny we tell him is press counting one. then next round. huizhen almost killed everyone and won then realise eh how come jerrald die. actually is jun xian anyhow press lorh. he very LOL eh. oh shit, i can't stop laughing. realised that huizhen got guilty look when she is murderer, hahas, she's very easy catch sia. this is really like interacting session can? mingling around so happily. it's enjoyable.

while waiting for jerrald's dad to come we made a joke. so LOL. cause his dad took rather long. so we were jokingly saying that his dad was coming on his way in a bicycle. hahas. after that we parted lorh, eurona sent us there. that is when the idiot thing happen, i was saying bye when i turned around then jun xian say bye i know he was saying it to nana sia. like crap i never said he was saying it to me. it's just that coincidentally i was gonna turn around and say bye then i realise we still same class next year, so i was just muttering to myself and bla and then. he actually said "i was saying bye to eurona" T.T for some reason i want to explain then suddenly speechless again. AHHHHH i'm pathetic. but nvm. overall, it was really really really really really FUN. a pity kienping missed it, it would have been more fun if he was around HAHA. cya people, i gotta catch some sleep if not my aching feet is gonna kill me!


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Posting now at around midnight after my previous post which was around 1 hour ago. waiting for the loading to be completed. today's choral exchange videos hosted at NH!! woots. i missed out Fu Hua Choir's video. what a waste, they sang great. so sorry. below 2 choirs are Nan Chiau and Greenridge. ENJOY!







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