currently listening to Jay Chou's 红模仿。。 haha .. the MV quite nice larh.. especially hiss AIYOs haha.. sobsob..心情不好。。but no one to chat with.. some people really cannot understand.. i thought i at least understand everyone a bit.. just realise that i dun really understand everybody.. well, i guess some things are better left untouched.. hate it when call and the phone just goes into mailbox.. especially when the person promise that i can call.. LOL.. decided that i want to pick up more stuff like stitching, knitting all that.. cuz i reallly got nth to do lerh.. bored.. no music to listen.. expect me to sit here do nth meh?? haix.. anyone just sort out this mess for me.. like i got no trouble like that.. must i do everything for everyone?? if so wad am i? what the hell.. i dunno wad u are thinking right now.. i know its like all i start de.. u must hate me a lot for putting u through all this stupid stuff.. u think is i want de meh?? i dunno why exactly u did that but i think u have ur reasons.. i just hope that from now on u can at least make some decisions for urself and stop hiding from your problems.. if you really like her why hide your feelings.. its not even helping this way.. it hurts her a lot too lorh.. have you thought about how she would feel?? even if you nvr think of how she will feel.. can't u even think of helping yourself.. i can't understand why are doing all this.. but i know it doesn't help.. i know that she is sad too so i hope u dun hurt her like that again.. maybe u can just think about this piece of advice.. take back what you said.. then i'll promise i'll try to give the two of u help too..
&lynlyn©
