TOTALLY DISORIENTED, MY LIFE SEEMS JEAPORDISED.
Argh. i'm so not in the right mood to play basketball. nothing seems to be right recently. i'm like so pissed off with myself too cause i really don't understand myself. damn. after playing basketball in the rain today, i realised my life is totally crapped up for one reason or another. the stupid f*ing balls just won't go into the hoop. probably upset that things didn't go the way it used to. but sooner or later everything will be normal again. i very the abnormal recently. i don't get why too. i just find myself acting damn wierd and honestly i'm getting really affected by what people say. it was not like this before larh. can't everything just be back to normal? seriously mentally stressed out with all these problems hanging around in every corner of my head. i just feel i must solve them first. it's exactly like putting stones to fill up your blood vessels?! at least that's how i feel everytime i get so f*cked up.
&lynlyn©
