Ahhhh. So many things happened in a flash. I don’t know what to say larh. I really can’t bring myself to say anything to defend myself lorh. I know I’m at fault. It’s hard to admit that I really am. I just feel sorry for myself for being so overly affected by all these when I was trying to focus on my studying priority. Errrr, firstly I must apologize that although all these things have happened. I really have not done much to clear things up larh. Wallowing in self-depair. Argh. That was awful. Since things have come to these and not to mention, I bet the whole class knew about it. It’s embarrassing. I don’t get what was I thinking either. About that guy whom me and huizhen were like quarrelling over, I’m really sorry for putting you into these shit stuff. Yeah, errr especially to huizhen, I never meant to snatch him from you neither did I have the ability to. You should know he only loves you larh. You don’t have to be unsure about that lorh. It’s already thoroughly obvious. I knew it from the start and yet chose to like him. So to me this is punishment bah. I probably deserved this. But still I must say, I don’t think I’ll ever regret liking him larh. Although I’m really sorry for the trouble I have caused to all of us, hahas. It’s hard to forget him within a second or something so yeah. I’ll just try my best as it is lorh. Probably me and him can’t be friends anymore bah, I’ll draw a clear line for that. As for eurona, I understand you are anxious for huizhen as a good friend of hers larh. Don’t worry, given a forgetful mind like mine. I won’t even remember the unhappy things that happened much less blamed you. Haha. Really grateful to those that really showed concern for me. Hahas, people like my smack-butt sisters agnes and ziqing also lixin, brandon, even belvia. Haha. Thanks a lot really. I won’t make you guys worry again ok?
&lynlyn©
