sians! argh. recently get back test papers lerh. results suck like hell larh. my mum keep suan-ing me somemore. say i dunno what lost my fighting spirit already. she don't even know anything larh. i feel so accused larh. so i just told her "forget it larh, next exam then say larh" haish after she say all those things i really don't feel like studying. even if i do and i score well i don't want her to think it's her that i work hard for. like no. sorry woman, your words didn't help a bit.. argh. thinking about it i feel damn pissed larh.. today went to tuition myself. damn fck i tell you. i was sitting there then that fcking indian woman. just stand beside my seat and talk so loudly to the guy behind me supposedly a friend of hers. damn pek chek larh. normally i listen earphone only on till volume11 at most. then when she just spoke like some kind of a machine gun i put the vol till 18 already. it didn't do much of a help i could hear her bloody voice. worse still she goddamn it go instruct her son for no good reason go sit in front of me. like wtf. the son also.. bloody noisy.. then somemore he cannot sit still keep turning around to face my seat. pissed like siao and the worse thing I DON'T THINK HE BATHED LARH! he stink like mad.. i dunno what kind of smell is that it smells like sweat and some food. argh!!! i couldn't breathe already larh. after a few stops i was dying to get off the bus. if i wasn't in a rush, i would have done that! and argh! the boy keep leaning towards my chair!! what's wrong with him larh! arghhhh.. when i went home i just practically jumped into my bathroom and had a shower.. the smell although non-existent now.. it's still floating in my head. T.T

