11am in the morning

i'm telling you i have severe-miss-camp syndrome.
AND let me tell you I've never missed any camp even once
argh, i'm just at youtube listening to the songs they played at camp
and i'm thinking of making a playlist to commemerate camp
i miss intructor ken, peter and even ernest
EVEN the resources, the stage, the chairs
AND of course the people. Awww
it's a real sad feeling.. no wonder people who love their camps can't get over it for a while.

Missing everyone.


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Last Day of Super-Teen Motivation Camp

today the instructor demostrated a lot of amazing stuff.
stuff that i think i would never forget for my whole life i guess..
the most amazing amazing thing was the demo of turning a person into a steel rod
this courageous guy apparrently volunteered for it larh.
so the teacher told him to imagine himself becoming stronger and stronger like a steel rod
they actually lifted him up to the chair and his whole body was straight and he just balanced like a STEEL ROD!
the greatest was that some guy 70++ kg sat on his abdomen and balanced right there.
it was so cool. like something u would see in tv shows.
i would never ever forget that scene
and i absolutely don't regret going there.
it was unbelievable although the lesson is to tell u to believe u can.
oh haha the guy who demo-ed was cute. just that he's younger xD

this whole enrichment thing let me see a total different side of Great.
so vibrant and exciting??
haha. i'm so gonna miss him larh!
though i think i would definitely have the chance to meet him again
but who knows next year o's he may not have time to participate in this stuff anymore
nvm. the camp taught me i must believe to achieve! i think i really learned a lot from this camp.
makes me feel really really happy. I believe, I believe, I believe.

I Will Definitely See GREAT Again C:


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2nd day at Super-Teens Motivation Camp

today was fun.
really really much better than first day?
haha. erm kind of larh except for the last part. LOL
what the trainers taught were really useful and interesting.
it's like really kind of spooky cause i learnt like really
"sometimes what you don't say is what you get"
erm. other than that part, we had to erm get together in groups to do a summary
of the study stuff you need next year?
erm.. apparently my bro's group got geog
and you know i'm totally a non-geog person (haha. i hate it?)
so i asked Great to help my bro with it hehe..
that was the first time i talked to him since June?
happy~ haha. he was listening to earphones so yeah. funny.
he barely responded then.
but after that he suddenly got excited about this guy
whom he said er smiles like David Archuleta? cute larh.
dunno why he laugh damn loud?! and he just tap my shoulder
and "eh eh, you know who David Archuleta? he smile like him right??"
and yes. the guy think he act shy bah? smile like real bright then he asked Great
"you want my autograph?" HAHA. so cool. the scene was funny.
then my bro had to present. then just kinda small talk with Great say like what he got good disciple and all?? haha. just crapped.
then during the bloody teabreak..
apparently i don't know what weird syndrome my bro has.
he likes to whack me and torture me and apparently he OVER-REACTS.
he thinks that i like every single guy i talk to??
he was like "you like him right??" wtf. then he go threaten me.
and yes, messy and everything the whole group of us sitting near and my bro(of course..) ended up in some talk about me liking Great and Great being gay??
so ps larh! just when i thought i finally managed to forget about June holiday's stuff but yes.
IT'S SO FREAKING EMBARRASSING!! &&*$%*$#^#$&#%

So, moral of the story, Don't Bring Your Annoying Brother If You're Looking Forward To Your Day!


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tired.
today i went to this Super-teen Motivation talk
apparently it was from 9am to 5pm so i'm dead beat now
and supposedly, it's a three day thing. so yeah
i'm gonna have not much time for computer till Sunday
i didn't want to go one larh, i was there to accompany my bro.
but in the end, the talk was really really fun, and i learnt quite a lot of memory skills
sad case today though, supposedly this thingy is organised by CDAC too
the archery class i talk about? yeah, it's this organisation.
so i actually i kinda just have that gut feeling i would see him again..
err. let's just call him Great.
went there kinda on time, my brother went late cause of prize giving day
i didn't see Great at first, maybe i was kind of dissapointed? but i was thinking,
if he really came, then it really is too much of a coincidence..
the talk was interesting from the start so i paid much attention
then the trainer played a memory game to memorise names larh.
so you know, have to turn around and look at face to memorise mah.
i was really, yes really damn shocked to see Great.
i don't know how to describe larh.
mixed feelings? happy and hurt at the same time?? T.T
worse thing, i wanted to talk to him larh bloody!
he apparently remembers me, but i didn't even get the chance to talk to him!
FAG. that's crap!
*agitated*
ok chilled.. i don't want to think about seeing him there tmr. i might just die anyways.
embarrassing.


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HAHA. changed blog song to only one blog song. reason being i think that should be able to scare you people! it's really nice so listen to the end! its called katayoku no tori and it came from the horror, thriller anime Umineko no naku koro ni! enjoy!


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hehe.
just came back from agnes house.
happy happy. haha. was eating at her house and playing tarot cards again
looking at her and ernest tgt is funny larh.
after that sended jeremy and agnes off to work
haha. house visit to agnes there is so fun. lol.


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changed specs C:
black is my holy colour now. ahaha.
gloomy and solemn and blah.
speaking of that fck.
dunno how to put this..
just a lot of mixed feelings larh, arghh
the person won't see this so yeah.
story goes, there's this person that i like freaking much for no good reason
then i found out that he likes this girl blah~ and so f
still rmb larh please.. cried like mad for the night when he told me that. T.T
and was feeling damn pek chek and
coincidentally something bad happened the next day
then i cried in class. freaking embarrassing.
after that i deleted everything about him
msn, number....... basically everything single fcking piece of info about him
then now he bloody suddenly pop up in my messed up life again. T.T
just when i was about to forget! freak! bloody unforgivable..
and typing this out.. i dunno why the hell i did this anyway! :(


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