i can't decide whether i want you to leave anot.
i can't believe i still like you even now, i still want to see you.
but you know it's impossible too. take care after you get back, and i really really hope that the
reason you returning isn't because i've hurt you so. sorry.. it will be too much to ask if i ask you to
hate me, it'll be a waste of your energy.. probably not ever seeing you again, but i definitely won't
forget you. i'm so sorry...
